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the longing of my Heart is for nothing more as to love
him with all the Tenderness of my Soul! Her future
Behaviour showed clearly that this Declaration
was indeed real wth her, then She was about nothing
more embarassed, as when she did not feel the
Presence of our dear Saviour. Since the 18th of
March she was confind to her Bed, from this Time she
occupied herself in the Meditation of her expecting
Call from her Dear Savr. As often as her Room-
Fellows visited her She allways gave them a Opportunity
to Sinerlike Discourses of their Hearts. The 25th
She was a little uneasy that She could't pertake
the Meetings of this Day; but the Nearness of our
Saviour comforted her in a very rich nature;
but from this day she begun her desire to be received into
the Congregation. The 4th of Apr. our Savr granted
her desire & she was receiv'd on her Sickbed. From
this she begun to grow better, but this caused little Joy
to her then her Mind was set about to go to our Sav
The 7th of May our Savr permitted to confirm her to
the next Enjoyment of the Holy Sacrament, her Joy
thereof is not to be described, but much greater
as She the 12th of May enjoyd the flesh & blood of
our Lord Herself. By that, She was quite away &
we all thought She would go home directly, but at
