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− | if we loved our Saviour? which | + | if we loved our Saviour? which made <br /> |
a days impression on my heart.<br /> | a days impression on my heart.<br /> | ||
− | I my | + | I my 15<sup>th</sup> year I came to live in <br /> |
− | the | + | the Sisters house here, I entered with<br /> |
thankfulness, as I felt myself very<br /> | thankfulness, as I felt myself very<br /> | ||
unworthy of such a privile<s>d</s>ge,<br /> | unworthy of such a privile<s>d</s>ge,<br /> | ||
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brought me into trouble and dark-<br /> | brought me into trouble and dark-<br /> | ||
ness, reasoning and dispare, I wish'd<br /> | ness, reasoning and dispare, I wish'd<br /> | ||
− | to | + | to injoy privile<s>d</s>ges in the Congregation<br /> |
but had to wait 7 years before I <br /> | but had to wait 7 years before I <br /> | ||
was read? Still my Saviour had<br /> | was read? Still my Saviour had<br /> | ||
thoughts of peace over me, and <br /> | thoughts of peace over me, and <br /> | ||
gave me grace to reflect on the <br /> | gave me grace to reflect on the <br /> | ||
− | past | + | past time, I felt and found that <br /> |
I had not been attentive to the <br /> | I had not been attentive to the <br /> | ||
<br /> | <br /> | ||
voice of his holy Spirit, nor put my<br /> | voice of his holy Spirit, nor put my<br /> | ||
− | trust and confidence in | + | trust and confidence in him, this <br /> |
brought me into deep concern, I <br /> | brought me into deep concern, I <br /> | ||
− | wept | + | wept and prayed many nights and days<br /> |
that our Saviour would pardon my<br /> | that our Saviour would pardon my<br /> | ||
sins and transgressions, and receive<br /> | sins and transgressions, and receive<br /> | ||
me anew as his property, and I thank<br /> | me anew as his property, and I thank<br /> | ||
him this day, for his pardon, mercy<br /> | him this day, for his pardon, mercy<br /> | ||
− | and comfort which he then | + | and comfort which he then imparted<br /> |
to me. Nov. 13th 1768 I was ree?<br /> | to me. Nov. 13th 1768 I was ree?<br /> | ||
− | into the | + | into the Congregation and Sept 8th 1772<br /> |
I had the favour to partake the first<br /> | I had the favour to partake the first<br /> | ||
− | + | time of the Holy Communion which proved<br /> | |
days of solid belssings to me, and <br /> | days of solid belssings to me, and <br /> | ||
− | I felt again happy and comfort<br /> | + | I felt again happy and comfort-<br /> |
− | able, injoyed our | + | able, injoyed our Saviours nearness<br /> |
− | and the priviliges of the | + | and the priviliges of the Congregation <br /> |
proved a great refreshment and<br /> | proved a great refreshment and<br /> | ||
incouragement to my poor and needy<br /> | incouragement to my poor and needy<br /> |
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if we loved our Saviour? which made
a days impression on my heart.
I my 15th year I came to live in
the Sisters house here, I entered with
thankfulness, as I felt myself very
unworthy of such a priviledge,
I found myself soon at home, lived
for sometime very happy, and with
the meeting I was greatly delighted.
In externals it was difficult, nothing
but spinning, however as long as I
was satisfied, I did well; but when
I deviated from the right path I
grew unhappy and discontended, this
brought me into trouble and dark-
ness, reasoning and dispare, I wish'd
to injoy priviledges in the Congregation
but had to wait 7 years before I
was read? Still my Saviour had
thoughts of peace over me, and
gave me grace to reflect on the
past time, I felt and found that
I had not been attentive to the
voice of his holy Spirit, nor put my
trust and confidence in him, this
brought me into deep concern, I
wept and prayed many nights and days
that our Saviour would pardon my
sins and transgressions, and receive
me anew as his property, and I thank
him this day, for his pardon, mercy
and comfort which he then imparted
to me. Nov. 13th 1768 I was ree?
into the Congregation and Sept 8th 1772
I had the favour to partake the first
time of the Holy Communion which proved
days of solid belssings to me, and
I felt again happy and comfort-
able, injoyed our Saviours nearness
and the priviliges of the Congregation
proved a great refreshment and
incouragement to my poor and needy
soul. But alas! I soon again
came into a dark and reasoning
way, on which account I had many
heavy hours, my uneasiness of mind